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1.
Inside 05:39
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Spent so long singing, All the things they wanna hear, So I forgot, How to be honest and true, Spent so long thinking, Bout all the things that I fear, Hiding in worlds, Tinted in grey, pink and blue, Yeah, on the surface, I'll be your angel in white, But deep in me, There is a hurt that still abides, Distance was made through discomfort, It's not out of spite, I just thought you should know, What I hold inside, I really wish that I had more patience in me, To be everything that you need, when you feel alone, But, for the longest, I’ve felt like all I have is me, My music, my worlds, and my room, since I was 8 years old, Yeah, on the surface, I'll be the sun that shines, But deep in me, I'm a moon on the coldest night, At least each way you look at it, There is still light, I just thought you should know, What I hold inside, Oh, I just thought you should know, What I hold inside, Oh, I just thought you should know, What I hold inside, And I know that you're changing, And I know that you're trying, But my soul still has tears left to cry, I think it's time you saw me, Saw me, And what I hold inside.
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That's Cool 03:23
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Fuck a Pink Nois Fuck a Silver Sabre Fuck a Scott Free That's the big three They parts of me But they not me My truth And my identity Is what I offer I'm the pencil I'm the paper I'm the Author I'm the writer In the red room Or the lights off That these laymen Lame man Jadens Try to bite off I don't say when I just say sorry And I fly off I'm that short nigga Back in high school That they used to write off But I'm back now Got off my throne In the 518 New one in PK I sat down Picture, freeze frame No ice, just cool as such Lil' shawty tryna mack now Nuh uh, no way I'm too toxic for that Lil' mama, get back now Getting way to relaxed now Relocate just to get these tracks down Manhattan Beach boutta get me right now When I sing, everybody gon' pipe down Heard me sing, now she wanna get piped down Put this out, probably make em' get lite now Had to drop the single cuz a nigga out here single Thought I told you once, ain't tryna mingle Shawty That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool Shawty That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool Baby That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool Baby That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool Lil' college kid think I'm cold Think I made it with 0 degrees Man, I ain't made shit My grandma died And she left some money for me And I blow that money Just like yo honey Back when she used to blow me And I feel so bad I can't control it Or find stability I be in my bed So fucking depressed Girl next to me Can't even have sex God next to me Always be to my left Say He getting me right But I seem to to misstep Man, I lie so much I could probably cheat death All the falsities That be on my breath Still trying to breathe Devil knee on my chest Nonchalant as fuck To relieve all my stress I be like That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool That's cool
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Complete 02:27
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You couldn't walk inside my shoes If you tried My head been places that if you went You would never survive I swear to God, there's still some days To this day here in this life Where I don't know if this the end Or if I got out alive See, life's a dream that is comprised Of so many truths and lies But I just stand behind these bars They keep me caged in my mind These memories I keep collecting calling Stay on my line I have to listen paying penance I'm just doing my time Nothing is perfect but I'm getting by Swear to God that I'm not selfish, but I'm getting mine May not deserve it every fucking time But I always end up with it cuz I just don't die Been here way too long Whether right or wrong Just as long as I write my songs Nigga, I'm gon' get it Nigga, I'm gon' get it I'll be Complete One day But until then, I never know I need Some peace Someday Before it's time for me to go It's time for me to go
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See It All (ft. Pure) 03:28
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Shoutout to ya, this yo song Hope yo life better without me Hope you having fun forgetting about me Shawties and shit that you drown in This ain't outta jealousy Yeah, fuck you thought Fuck another chick and I'm the type to ask if I can watch y'all I just know you doing this to hide away from how you feeling You pushed me far away and I'm tired of you concealing Can't trust you no more You walked out that door If you knew you was gonna leave again What the fuck you come back for Got a new man Call me King before he crown me Head game no joke Shit be silly like he clowning Eyes be rolling when he roll He take that down, yeah All I needed was a down nigga With some tongue that was astounding Got a new man Call me King before he crown me Head game no joke Shit be silly like he clowning Eyes be rolling when he roll He take that down, yeah And I never talked about yo shit Even though it was all around me I see it all See it all I see it all You know, I see it all See it all I see it all Frankly, I don't wanna be involved Be involved Don't be involved Next time you need someone To cry on Baby, please don't call Call me A lot of niggas wanna go and get it Til' they gotta go and get it Then forget about the work So they let it Eat up at they mental and they head Now they heading to a spot That they'll probably be regretting Now a girl fretting Cuz you letting all these other fucking feens Get between our connection Only thing really stopping me was the distance Still always be there Love or assistance Big Sean on his nine times, one day Made you cum three times in 31 minutes Baby, I'm the difference Crazy cuz you already know what you missing, Tell me that we gotta talk more But as soon as I try To oblige and implore Then you say that I'm out here tripping You must be kidding, my nigga I really don't get it, my nigga I'm here tryna get it right with you Back in them days filled with rain and with cold Tell me you need me, I'm hitting the road When the ground hit my sole, I was hitting your soul When you finished, you know you the one I would hold You was my baby and I really tried Told you say something fore' saying goodbye Boundary set, said you would but you lied But I've been here before, I'll be fine Cuz I Got a new man Call me King before he crown me Head game no joke Shit be silly like he clowning Eyes be rolling when he roll He take that down, yeah All I needed was a down nigga With some tongue that was astounding Got a new man Call me King before he crown me Head game no joke Shit be silly like he clowning Eyes be rolling when he roll He take that down, yeah And I never talked about yo shit Even though it was all around me I see it all Down to the clothes you'd wear Down to that cold, cold stare I see it all I see it
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Curious 03:17
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Lil' mama tryna have sex with me Iniquity to kill inequity Never forget what shawty said to me Listenin' while she undressing me If evolution is the destiny, well Going through it is the recipe, yeah If I'm searching for the best in me, well Curiosity necessity And I'm so curious I wanna know how you feel Baby, I'll keep it real I'm so curious Baby, I'm just trying to kill I ain't got no heart to steal And they used to call me Scotty No Pippin, my nigga Now I'm hitting all these plays Like I'm Pippin, my nigga Now they paying for my Likeness in pictures, my nigga And the squad gon' get yo ass You ain't with it, my nigga I could never settle I rock way too much My rocks weigh too much Ooh, that's heavy metal On my EDM Like I'm David Guetta When I seen you dancing to my music Knew I had to get it I'm so curious I wanna know how you feel Baby, I'll keep it real I'm so curious Baby, I'm just trying to kill I ain't got no heart to steal Shawty in the club Going home alone tonight Won't let me come in Cuz she got her man inside Begging me to hit it while we Whipping in the ride Told her I was with it Told me where to stick it I ain't even tripping, baby I don't even drive Chauffeur on the Gram pics And her fucking lives Kissing from her wrists To her lips to her thighs Singing like an angel I'm a demon in disguise So many trash rappers Wanna ask em' How y'all make it easy Just to go and diss you guys Always threatening to swing But I never see you slide Boy, I never miss And that's why ya missus mine Scooped up in the souped up coupe Like Thai Underneath the full moon Croon like Brandy Straightedge just like me And she dressed like me All black, telling demons unhand me And I'm so curious I wanna know how you feel I'll keep it real I'm so curious Baby, I'm just trying to kill I ain't got no heart to steal This the end of the song Hope you sang along I ain't wrong For feeling how I feel Yeah, you know Me and Age We keep it real
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RQ 05:06
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Tell God right as soon as I see em' Skip heaven, point me to the arena Just me versus all of my demons What's the point of life if I can't beat em' If I stray too far away, imma feed em' All these lions in the coliseum I know I gotta get it right with Jesus Need more time with this life I'm leading The greatest lives are filled with conflict Trapped in this truth just like a convict Always need struggle for the context If you ain't got a story, how you say you accomplished Maybe I just see it for what it is Was made aware back when I was a kid But then again, I really don't know shit After all, I'm just a liar and I'm toxic Hardly wore that necklace you gave to me Guilty, I just couldn't match your bravery No amount of Rose Quartz was saving me How did I ever expect my space to be Healthy for you Didn't even take the time to pay all my dues You say I'll take everything you taught to the new But if you want the truth Everything you proved I already knew I bet you wondered why I never wrote a song about you It's cuz I compose Requiems for realities lost And like a Phoenix, you will rise Embrace the sky around You Have wings to fly I'll just stay here without You The deaths of countless worlds And possibilities Weighs heavy on my soul I killed them all I killed them all The endless ebb and flow Of life that grows From out the very mouth of God I end it all I end it all
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Absolution 02:54
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If I told you That I Was fine Would you see through the lie Would you see through the lie Would you tell me That I'm not Tell me to stop Would you even let me try Lemme try Lemme try Lemme try It's not your fault Or your responsibility To know my heart To know my heart How could you know When the only Thing I say Is "I'm broken" Every single time Every single time Oh, I I just wanna let You Know That I know That it's not your fault I want you know I just wanna let You Know That I know That it's not your fault It's not your fault
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Purify 04:18
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I jumped off the ledge Upset that no one noticed Stuck in the one place They couldn't find So close to the edge I never let you know it I guess the blame Is all mine Yeah, I know I did a lotta niggas dirty So I had to go and get myself clean Ooh, way, way too purty to be hurting Getting out my head, get free Turn off my phone, no texts, no alerting Just learning who I am to me Sorry if it seem like I'm deserting Gotta hurry fore' I lose my sanity Took so much cuz I had so much taken from me Didn't see I have lots to give Spent so much time singing and dancing and running Ya boy forgot to live Yeah And despite my faults I deserve to heal Gotta remind myself that's real In my head I see a ballerina Dancing slowly to this I am her And she is me Somehow I be knowing it is Encompassed in trials and trouble But she never struggle Ignoring that shit Higher up than a mere mortal The mindset she got her Restoring her is I don't do do or die I just purify Ask me who I am I'm the truest kind Been here all along Look with newer eyes Might look weird right now, little mama They'll adjust in time I don't do or die I just purify Ask me who I am I'm the truest kind Been here all along Look with newer eyes Might look weird right now, little mama They'll adjust in time Fuck that You know I can't do or die Running back and forth withcho ass That's a suicide How the fuck am I gon lock it down I can't do the time How are you gon be a ride or die I don't even drive Feel the weight of the world On my shoulders Messing with my back, my spine Had to realign Shit getting way too graphic Had to redesign Had to have my hands bound Someone read my rights Speaking of which Not pleading the fifth I'm responsible for what I did so deep in abyss I been guilty, looking for that absolution so long Almost took the last track And started leaking that shit Self pity is a pity I was leaking that shit If I scribble that again Then I'm deleting that shit Almost made me fall So now I'm leaving that shit I been tripping over problems That don't even exist Mad at you for shit inside of me I should be the last to place the blame Things you've done Have shifted tides in me But I have a reason to reclaim All the love The pain and pride in me When I'm back I'll never be the same Why the fuck Should I stay in a box When I am The pencil and the frame I don't do do or die I just purify Ask me who I am I'm the truest kind Been here all along Look with newer eyes Might look weird right now, little mama They'll adjust in time This is God right here This is life right here Gotta wade in that water Man it's dry right here Imma walk that walk But it's fly right here If it all end now I could die right here Married to the music Yeah, my bride right here Got a ballerina Dancing in my mind right here Why you stepping in the dark This is light right here I was dirty so I'm getting purified right here And that's real My black is too beautiful For me to try to see you outside Tryna see what's going on with my cuticles Make I'm sure straight Fore' I go out tonight And by go out I mean Get a warm blanket And take my ass to my room Wrap myself up in it and dance To some old Lone Phone Booth tunes Cuz that's how I purify, baby
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SHUT UP 02:25
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Don't get it wrong Yeah, this ain't no sing along Got a friend Bring em long This ya new favorite song Told you, I don't do do or die I ain't really got the fucking time Boutta give you the real me And it's not me yet but it will be Shut up Niggas step back when I run up Looked at my life Ain't do nothing but rise Now they on my dick That's a come up Hey lil' mama What up Do me like Solange Put it all on my face Give to another nigga And it's going to waste Baby, we could go hard til sun up Beat go hard My producer a drumma Squad keep sticks Yeah them niggas like drummas Slim and sharp Like I'm from Calcutta Go where I want I do what I wanna Put him in a grave He was tryna take a dig After that Do my dance Had to hit a lil jig And my racks too huge Feel like Money Making Biggz Shawty saw me making money Now she tryna make some kids Good God Thai hit me up like "Nigga, you priv" I said "fuck it" cuz it is what it is Since we talking bout it Wouldn't really say I'm rich But if you asked me to get it Then I probably did Probably copping A whole bunch of options For dinner, we outtie In like 32 mins Send me the blip I'll be walking right in With a freak that could teach you Like 30 new sins Don't call my phone You a fucking nuisance Yeah we not the same like apartheid Brought a little bit of light to my dark side You could do the same shit too But ya spark died Boy, these niggas stay filming me Grilling me That's yo girl so why she feeling me RIP Doom But I do mad villainy Y'all stay tryna bite swag, y'all pillagin' Shut the fuck up You talking too much My lipstick popping, my wrist stay dripping like Dali Just look, don't muh'fuckin touch Ain't even reach fame Still highly acclaimed Just like my rep smoke muh'fuckin kush I like when I know that shawty want me If they don't say yes Then you know I can't fuck Shut up Go get a life, tryna one up How many artists you know with the bars And a track with a harp Make you cut up Hey, lil' nigga, what up I don't see stars But I'm in my space Took a pretty young thang Right back to my place And we could go hard til sun up Sun up
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Author 05:39
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Please don't walk away Oh, I've had me something I've been wanting to say For a minute now All I've got to say Is I wrote out a story I think I gotta go live it now So don't blink Don't blink Cuz I might be gone I'm not too sure how it happens One moment I'm laughing The next moment, I start to cry Getting my story adapted It's been way too tragic The madness That's masked by my mind Deep down I know That I hold this shattered soul Living three different lives I'm just tryna link all the pieces Each song a release, but Each part of me Has to pay the price Pay the price So don't blink Don't blink Cuz I might be gone I might be gone I might be gone Gone Oh, I might, might might Be gone I might be gone I might be wrong But I am within my rights With every song There is a story inside Til they are done I'll bring these stories to life I might be gone Lost in the stories I write

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A tale of an Author that meanders between our reality and his own stories.

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released August 5, 2021

Executive Producers: Jorim and Malik Shaw

Producers: Dylan "Sedbeats" Suski, HarmonicsMadeAHit, Mr. Knock, Jahciem "JSDG Beats" White and Jorim Motley

Mastering: Adam "Yukon" Harr

Special Thanks To: Franklin Jones, Deiya Hilliard, Susej Mendoza, Wanda Lewis, Richard Motley, Dassin Blackwell, Stephanie Blackwell, Emely Celine Munroe...

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